Chillaxation

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Aaaand here is the part no one cares about, but someone has to do it eh ?  


After an exciting night the both of them woke up to join the others so they could say their farewells after breakfast. Luciano was making it pretty clear he did not want to stick around with the merged group any longer than necessary. OBVIOUSLY upsetting both Kaira and Connor quite a bit since they would rather stay with eachother. Kaisa, the glorious leader of team Zdar trek/elf es'team suggested to switch noobs for a few days. She would take Luciano with her and Kaira would take Connor. Of course.. they were happy to accept that generous offer x) Luciano agreed. Somewhat. So say hello to this temporary team ! Team Icebreaker. 


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Report, to myself. ( I am just taking notes.. It might come in handy later on. My memory seems to be failing me lately) 

- Day 1 with His Royal Highness Connor Gideon ( hehe giddy on up ) Goldenweiser. Everything is going quite well, we managed to find a nice spot for the night after riding for ..Well.. LONG. Time goes so much faster when you have a nice conversation partner. ( I also loved the little breaks in between. I don't think I have eaten so many protein bars on a day before.. OH yes. And the kissing. I was happy to be "his" snack as well. )

NOW the whole reason you are writing this you dumb fuck. DON'T say I love you. HE does not like it. Or well. You scared him. Just. don't. ( I am still feeling so sorry for making him have a heart attack.. I won't say it again. Not until he does anyways. ) Luckily he didn't back away after that. Or run. Even though I wanted to run away myself. I am glad he didn't let me though. Also.. I told him everything about my past. He is still around. I don't know whether that's a good sign ? But I am VERY glad he doesn't judge me. Strange..But good.

Anyways. He is sleeping now.. I am just looking at him from the corner like a creep. But..damn. That face.. I can't help myself. He did so well today...Helping me out with a lot of things. I hope it will be just as good tomorrow ( or even better???). I will just try to keep him safe. And enjoy his company while I can. I think I have fallen way harder than he did. I am pretty sure I am in deep, maybe a little too deep. It's important to remind yourself to take it slow.. It would be a shame if you scared  him by showing it too much. Stay cool..Relax.. No rush. Like he said. Maybe you should listen to someone for once.

Protein bar count : 20 left ( wait no...19..you just ate one ..or two? ..18 ? ..I should count again in the morning )

 

- Day 2 with Mr.Goldenfischer. I managed to make us a cup of tea this morning. May I say I am pretty proud of myself ? I can't even boil water. HA.. I suck. ( It was awful, probably. But at least he didn't spit it out ) The ride went very well. Jäger and Igni seemed a little less hostile towards each other today. The sun was out and there was barely any wind. It was time to grab the sunglasses, snow and sun. Deadly combination when you are already not able to see that much. ( Also..I did some tanning during a break..without my glasses of course. I think I might have gotten a tan ? )

Speaking of my little problem, he managed to scare the shit out of me today. He is quite a silent sneaky person.. I didn't see him and when I turned around BAM. He was there. I may have screamed. Anyways .. I politely asked him to say something every now and then if he is on my blind side. To prevent me from getting surprised.

 We just had "dinner" ( because he can actually make stuff, yum ) and are now enjoying the fire before getting some sleep. He is looking at me as if I am doing something very important right now and doesn't want to interrupt me. Little does he know I am just writing down useless brain farts and notes about the day. But let's not mention that. It might make me look a little bit smarter. Or serious.

Protein bar count:  11 ( I did have only 18 left this morning. )

 

- Day 3 with Donkeycon. ( I still like Kingcon better though. ) Soooo I was supposed to hand him back tonight. I couldn't. This morning I already had a plan and even though he panicked a little when I told him we were "lost". It was all worth it in the end. The weather was lovely again, we enjoyed the sunshine near a little creek. I had hoped to show him the wild Obertaurers but sadly, they were nowhere to be found.

I could swear that he keeps looking at me.. Always with that same expression. The compliments are still smooth as ever. It gets me every time. Also .. I just realized I kind of kidnapped him today. But I just don't want to miss him. I keep facing the fact that I am madly in love with this guy. But I can't tell him that. But how am I supposed to hint this to him ? Think Kaira..Think.

I seem to be running out of protein bars as well. Shit. Isn't there a shop somewhere around here? I really can't live without them. They are my only food source. ( I can't cook that well.. They are delicious. They are easy..Quick. I need more. )

Protein bar count: 4 - a drawing of a crying Kaira -

 

- Day 4 with this dorky sweetheart. I actually had a really nice dream tonight...That hasn't happened in forever. It's a sign isn't it ? The more time I spent with him the less I want to be separated from him. He is perfect. ok ? Sweet. Caring. Funny. Charming. True.. I sometimes don't even know what he is saying. He is smart. He has this smooth talk with that awesome accent of his. And I don't know if I really want to go that far since he might deserve so much better than this dumb protein bar addicted pig. But .. Maybe I should be selfish one last time ?

Who am I kidding anyway? We all know that if I want something, I will get it. Even if I have to steal it. I will make sure to treat him like a king. I would do anything to please him, what other girl could go that far for him ? No one right ? ..This is the right thing to do. ( let me believe this at least lord. )  He is going to be mine...Just.. I don't know what he wants... I will find out tonight. For tomorrow.. I will get Luciano back.

I am out of protein bars. I am crying on the inside. 


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..She is slightly addicted to protein bars for those who didn't know. ( because she can't cook and is a lazy ass ) 




Art, Kaira and Jäger belong to me
Connor and Igni belong to Zoubstance 
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